kaes . 2dae got band. iwak up at 6.30. band start at 800. i juz didnt wan to be late again lah/
2dae band haniz cry
still dunno y?
she sae she stress. i think its abt the syf.
its her first syf.so muz be really stressful. i still remember my first syf. they keep complaining i nvr improve despite my effort. then i sacrifice all of my studies lah. i worked so hard. i stayed up late up at night. my neighbours all started complaining. bu t i juz continued.i practised everydae everynight ten months before the syf. very sian. then get gold with honours . so happy. but then after that they complain i nvr really deserved it. wat the F**K!!! it insulted me u noe. its like not gaining anything from wat u worked so hard for. it feels like ur pride not there u noe. its like u make sandwhich. u put the butter. then the patty. then put egg cheese everything. then u turn aroung to pour some orange juice. then when u wan to eat the sandwhich is GONE!! dats how it feels. i could have juz forget abt the syf not practise for it. work hard for my studies. u see lah. i could have made it to the best class but bcuz of band. aiyoh. i like stress like f**K SEH!!
wel at least get what i wanted. gold with honours.without the pride.

for haniz case. this is hgonna be ur first and only syf. make it UR BEST!!! woohoo!!
this goes the same for the rest of the sec twos.aim for gol with honours.

then you rong cry. she sae she oso stress. let me juz sae its normal. everyone cries from stress but this time the stress is more. we ARE AIMING FOR A GOLD WITH HONOURS!!!its normal. come on. be happy. relax. take it as a learning journey.

the i go train the nazrul the juniour. its been a long time since i havent trained a juniour like him.
farid is juz too good.
but still im better than him. hahax
anyways his juniour still has a lot to learn. juz one basic thing i want him to remember . rela when playing. follow the score exactly wat it sae. bounce all of ur low notes. and try not to rush.

so later play soccer. play soccer up to 8 plus. then got tired. wat pissed me off that day was nazrul. he come he kick the ball out dun wan to take the ball for us .wat seh!! then huiying like need to go home he like drag sumore. but the gd thimng is. dats it !!

hey. i think i changed again. my personality. firstly when i came to this school i was like shy like that.then i become like the lame guy like that. than i become like depressed guy. than emo.then depressed. then now i think i have become more confident and stronger.WOW!!
and now im not afraid too shout out my feelings anymore. last time i nvr even talk abt my feelings. i keep keeping them inside untill become like depressed emo guy. then too much oredi i cry. icried during band. then i juz breakdown lah. then cannot take it i juz told them my feelings. now im stronger. confident and not afraid to tell how i feel.i feelm more courages