its been a long time since i had real fun without faking any smiles. i feel much better now. but i still i have one thing to get out of my chest. its the leaders. ya i can see them making alot of effort but i see the qm as the one hu is bringing the band down. i8 always see him happy go lucky. wats more i think he is starting to take advantage of ihis position and acting very big like that. and i see all the sec ones influenced by him. really juz think abt it. during band i dun see him practicing even in his free time. he should follw like sir azam or sir ahmad.when they have free time they go to different section to train them. i still remember that azam was the first one to come to me and help train me to become a better player. he passed everything down to me. im like a sole bible.the marching the playing in band and the discipline in band though i am sometimes late. i think i should go to different section and help the different section or even train all of them playing. i can teach them all that azam thought me like how i thought my junior farid..see how gd he is today.but i juz wish i have the authority to do it. i miss the two seniors.they are like the double a's bm and dm.i've been trying to et azam to come back but he is too busy and has the ong phoebia ever since the hair incident. ask him abt it. i need these these two to pass down all their knowledge to them even the qm.its not that im goin against them they juz nid help and abt the previous testi in dun really care anymore ive moved on . as long as aaron sae i should have been the drum major im happy oredi.