2dae. wake up late
feel vary tired so i sleep again.
i wake up still 8 oclock like that
i sleep again
then i wake up like 8 15 like that then i juz wake up arh
later that evening walter ccall me
i nvr pick cuz i was bathing
i called him back two times but he nvr ans
make me angry
luckily i holy man(LIKE REAL)
then i message him.
three hours later he reply.
he sae they playing soccer rite now.
too late oredi.
i angry.
i dun wan go cuz so late oredi.
then on msn i tok to huiying abt well me and band the leaders and nazrul.
calmed me down.
but i think i did all the talking
the band is slacking.
im trying my best to keep the tradition in band and i dun hate nazrul ijuz dun like him the way i used too.
well thats the summarry of the grandmother story of wat i told huiying
then we even talked abt wether the ppl disrespect me or hate or juz think im weird?
it set me thinking
i onli tot they hated me
i dunno
do they think im weird?
if they think im weird bcuz of my marching then too juz let them noe the standard was much more better last time
now we are juz USED TOO be gd in our marching
we used to be united
we used to be ONE big happpy family.
now we are juz a band....

last time our band was so unique in our own way
u cant find in any other band
one band one sound was our motto
haix

im trying to make the band better
how can i without any authorities.
i mean u see someone do rong
u wan to correct him
but u juz cant
he is in another section and we dun have the authority

haix.
if only i had some power
some support will do
to make a difference in band

do sumthing that would make the band look up on me
but wat??
pls help me?
wat can i do?????